Emotions I had at 20 by Adele Voss

Adele Voss

Writer and Singer

Germany


What has been the most significant change for you?


I moved out of my parents home. I had been waiting for this for so long and I feel very comfortable on my own.


How do men look at a 20-year-old?


Depends on the men. But the older the men are, the more intense they look at me. Maybe because they practiced all life long. Or maybe younger men don’t dare to risk a look, since they are too afraid of the reaction. But I believe this dynamic has exacerbated over the last decades.


Which author has made an impression on you?


Alice Munro’s short stories have tremendously affected my perspective on storytelling. How she is able to elicit emotion within only thirty pages, made me reconsider the importance of each component of writing. With stories full of atmosphere and slowly evolving tension she proves how intelligent effortlessness can be.


What is the most difficult part for you about writing a story?


Creating conflict. I realized during the last year,that I spend a lot of time with the characters inner journeys and psychology. But each time I wrote the first turning point in a script, I used to feel too frightened to allow a shift in the story and I ended up protecting my characters and therefore also the reader. Two months ago for the first time I had a story in mind, which was mainly built around an intense conflict and I felt very relieved.


What is a writing tool you use?


I have synesthesia so each letter has a unique color. I sometimes automatically choose a certain word only because of its shade and use it because it matches the rest. Who knows if that makes sense tho.


Did your writing evolve in the past year?


Practice is so important. It is a factor I underestimated for too long. My ability to redact my own writing has developed significantly.


You were born in 2000. What is that like?


Your loneliness is not about being alone. It is the feeling of being surrounded by billions of people you don’t know.


Tell me about a misapprehension?


That being an artist is about displaying the devastating sides of life. You can’t measure the quality of art by the level of depression. A sad story should not exclusively be sad. A break-up song can contain good times. A photo can show a horrifying scene shot from a beautiful angle.


Do you have feelings of guilt?


You know it is always the same. We all feel guilt towards our parents, and they tell us we don’t have to have these feelings but in the end we feel guilty. The strange part about this is that a lot of the time I don’t even know why I feel the way I feel. As we get older we start to make our own decisions and develop our own sense of right and wrong, but the value system we inherited as children will always resonate with us no matter how far we come. However our own moralities mig